Peaceful

Emmmm.....

Peaceful..
yup that's what I feel right now...
Although I AM tired and stressed.. :(
n my brain is continuously thinking of the workload I've to settle by tomorrow...
(Friday tak keje bcoz kak Ida cakap nak turun Penang :) )

Why?

Just look at him!!
So peaceful... I can't help but to feel the peacefulness he potrays..

Thanks sayang...
Who needs retail therapy now, huh ??? ;) eheh....(ye la tuh)

Baju From Tok Su

My dear hubby dah start merungut pasal I bought too many clothes for Adam (Altho sometimes dia gak yang nak beli :p). Dia kata ada lagi baju yang Adam tak penah pakai... Well, at first - I don't believe him! Tak kan lah! At least musti skali Adam pakai koleksi baju-bajunya...

Anyhow, after bukak almari baju Adam n membelek2 pakaiannya... tup-tup tergantung lah baju n sluar di bawah.. Aik!! Luper laa.... Actually baju di bawah itu adalah hadiah daripada su and ayah su yakni Tok Su Adam time diaorg datang melawat Adam masa saya berpantang dulu!! hehe... Baru skang muat pakai... So saya pakaikan time nak balik rumah Nani Adam (yup.. Adam akan panggil Ashraf's mother as Nani)

Semat jugak Adam bila pakai warna kuning ek....

Note: This is the latest pictures of our Adam!

Sekian

Photos! Photos!

Sedang saya mencari gambar nenek, mama and mak... terjumpa lak gambar2 nih haa... Brings back a lot of sweet memories.. nak share sket laaa....so enjoy!

BBQ Raya 2006

My oh sooo sweet cousins... They wrote me and kak ida a letter each... on our wedding day... sangat manis! Nanti I scan the letter K! Did not expect they would do that as we only see them like once a year!!!!

Ashraf yang rajin membakar.. while me....ermmm kept him company :P

Sesi makan n menunggu ayam ready!

annual dinner/family day company Mr hubby - Theme: Pirate of the caribbean

Tatau la menepati tema ke idak... last minutenyer preparation...

Okeh..malas nak tunggu menda nih load.. so this is about it.. nest time nak upload Adam and US nyer pictures..

Tungguuuu..... :)

Oh my God!

Shoot! I forgot about my Nenek Tersayang - Midah bt Abu Bakar


Happy mother's day Nenek.... Actually she's my second mother as she took care of me since baby until I was 5 years old...I think..
Love you so much.. and miss you a lot!! Bila la nak jumpa nih.... Terengganu jauh sangat laa.....
Oh, this coming Raya is my turn lak... So kami akan balik Terengganu..Yay!!!!

So comelkan.. my nenek..

Muahhhhsss!!!

Ayah n mama... Luv you so much!

Happy Mother's Day! - Continued

Okay.. Sambungannya...

Hihi.. Just like what I wrote in the previous entry.. I AM struggling...
To be successful in my career and at the same time.... to be a good mother..

As you all know, we sent Adam to Ashraf's auntie... So, from 8am - 7pm.. Adam is with Mami Tipah A.K.A Mak tipah (although Adam kena panggil Nenek Tipah dah.. tapi dia tak bagi panggil ;p) Every Monday-Friday...
Meaning I only can see/play with Adam after 7pm.. tuh pon some days.. Adam was already sleeping when I got home! N would not wake up to play pon :(

You have no idea how my "motherly instinct" felt like! Adoiiii... Bila tengok muka Adam.. Rasa macam dah kehilangan most of his precious moments! It scares me to death if Adam loves to be with Mami Tipah (bcos she's a terrific caretaker) more than being with me... sob sob! Hai Adam.. please don't do that to me.. k sayang!

Then, most Saturdays and Sundays.. We will balik Tanjung Tokong.. (rumah mak) almaklum sajalah.. his The One And Only Cucu..(Adam's gonna be a very spoilt child I tell ya) heh.. even from my family side.. dialah satu-satunyer cucu.... Walaupon begitu.. kami idak la slalu balik pasal jauh ngatttt!!!! Skali skala tuh bleh laa ;)

Emm.. even I do appreciate how everyone loves Adam... but sometimes I do wish I have more time for me, Adam and his papa to be together!

Dah la macam nih.. my boss nak gak I take 6 sigma classes which happens to be every alternate saturdays.. 9am - 5pm for three month!!!...Boy.. I DO really HATE my job now... Emmm.. to think of it.. sape la yang suka benor ngan kerja mereka? Dalam persekitaran saya.. susah la nak cari orang yang love their job... oh ya.. kecuali dek A.. Girl... I hope your job is as fun as the trainings... finger cross to you! Quitting my job does crosses my mind a few times but I don't think that's a wise decision, kan? Dah mintak ngan Boss untuk tidak menyertai kelas itu tapi dia tak bagi...nak wat camana??? Luckily dia setuju untuk saya menangguhkan dulu...saya bagi alasan untuk menunggu Adam besar sedikit lagi.. baru saya bleh join.... hey.. family comes first!!!!!

So.. tu lah serba sedikit dilema yang dihadapi..................................... N this is why I don't blog as much!

Happy Mother's Day!

Heh... Hi!

Sorry for NO updates people..... emm.. i will give my excuses later :p ...

Meanwhile.. since my two sistas dah wish me Happy Mother's Day... So... "Thank You Sis"..

Frankly speaking.. I AM struggling! Gosh... Eh sat.. before I continue my story... I want to wish Happy Mother's Day... to two beautiful mothers.... Mama and Mak...

Being a mother myself... Now I really know what is like...

To mama.. Your the best!.. Ampunkan dosa-dosa Na.. N hopefully you can rest a little bit n not be too busy with your school work, BAKAT and other things.. Tak de la stress sangat kan? Enjoy your life ma! (or u enjoy working?? emmm....)May be someday kita bleh rancang p holiday memana?? Y not?? Emmm Kak Ida, bila nak balik Shah Alam? Lama dah tak balik.. ingat nak balik laa.........

To Mak.. I admire your strengh! After Ata passed away.. .. It's YOU that kept the family strong....But best of all thank you for being such a sporting MIL... Heh.. I'm not so gud in the kitchen deparment.. if u know what I mean ;p... Tapi dia OK jerr.....

Mama, Mak - We love YOU!

Perasan tak I used pictures from our wedding photos... Skang baru perasan yang We don't have any current picture with Mama n Mak.. Note to self: Must take pictures more often.. especially with family members!