15 November 2008 - Late Entry

-Me n my colleagues-

15/11 - Hamidah got "hooked"(a.k.a married) with her "sweet heart" - Satri. :)

We did not get to take lots of pictures as we arrived late -about 3 pm something (Note: Korina punya pasal la nih ;). Midah had just finished performing her Zohor prayer so kami Makan2 dulu... then jumpa Midah sat and tangkap gambo.... It was a simple but beautiful ceremony... and the food was yummy!!!

Actually, I was just recoverring from the miscarriage...Masih dalam MC...Tak jumpa lagi kengkawan after keguguran tuh.. Tatau nak berdepan macam mana dengan depa -My emotional state was not that "balance"... Ingat tak mo p tapi dah janji n nak sangat tgk Mid kawen ;) ... I then decided to go... So I put a brave face and smile allllll the waayyyy.... emmm... talk about hiding your feelings away! (think I'm good in it ) anyway... I glad I did.... After sembang2.. rasa tenang sket...ok lah.. tidaklah sekekok seperti yang memula saya pk kan...

After that.....

We rushed to attend kawan Ashraf nye majlis tunang lak... Dunno nama betul dia.. but they called him "Jambu" emmmm.....???

anyways... his fiancee (alamak.. forgot her name) was beautiful in yellow... since nih majlis tunang je n idak la seramai orang di kenduri Hamidah.. here.. we were able to take a bit more pictures....

Adam with the engaged couple! (sangat sweet tunang jambu nih :) )

Me and Adam... Ashraf dok cbuk amek gamba.. tu pasal gamba dia tak de..

I wore the same kebaya masa kenduri Azhar dulu.. lantak ah.. biasa arr... ni baju paling baru yang saya ada ketika ini ;) hihihihi

Big Boy

Dah Satu Tahun.. Big Boy dah.. sat je masa berlalukan...

Adam 1st Bday Party

The preparations...
We held the party at my MIL's house since Ashraf suggested that mak masak for the occasion...
MIL masak nasi beriani, bihun, nuggets, hot dogs etc.... Better buat rumah MIL..Families pon leh turun tolongkan...


The cake..
from Baskin Robbins.. Tempahan last minute.. tak bleh pilih flavour, shape n the cake colour.. but you can design the drawings atas cake yourself... So I lukis bee since Adam nyer costume bee kan..n tiru sket2 design from baskin robbins nye cake.... I've to put a note here that the drawing of the bee on the cake was wayyyyyyy better than my version!!!! hehe... suke


Kak Nor.. My sister in law volunteered to buy cupcakes for Adam's Bday.. Tapi oleh sebab party tuh kami awalkan.. tukang buat cupcakes tuh tak leh commit... I thought...tak per la.. nak wat cane..But Kak nor in the other hand... decided to make the cupcakes herself!!!... Masa tuh la dia blajar.. masa tuh la dia buat.. rajin sungguh my SIL nih!!!! (note: very generous n berbakat indeed! :)) Tengok la hasil dia... n rasa dia pon BESTTTTTT!!!! :) THANK YOU KAK NOR!!!




Note:

1. Yang kartun2 tuh kami yang main2 lukis... hehehe.... fun!

2. Dia sedia terima tempahan ye Puan-Puan and Tuan-Tuan... sesaper yang dok Penang..

Please.. by all means... kalau nak tempah... silakan... bagitau je saye ye...

Happy Birthday to uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu (malas nak elobrate ;p)



Adam n his loving papa......

Adam n his temb** mama!
Note that the blause that I wore that day.. I bought it at the very last minutes on Saturday..
Ashraf dok la membebel.. I quote... "Mama Adam yang lebih excited dari Adam... Bday party saper nih???" Tapi I tak kesah.. seb baik kak nor n I are in the same page bab2 party nih... ada geng... kalau dak... membebel lagi la laki ku ini....

Below...Adam with his "abah" or in reality has to be called as TOK abah... and his beloved Mami Nor...

Adam with "nani"! (nenek)

Lastly.... Adam n his present from us (mama n papa)

Adam bleh jalan 1-2 tapak.. tapi dia cam tak mo jalan ngat.. so kami pk2 this is the best present for him!! berlatih ye Adam.... Note: Time testing kat toy r us adam kenan giler ngan mende nih.. sampai ngamuk2 time nak bayar pasal dia nak main lagi!

The colours of the day...

Overall... We were very happy with the event... we did not expect so many people to turn up since memula tuh jemput families jerrr... last minute ajak kawan2.... bagitau ada kenduri... hehe.. ada yang marah sebab tak cakap birthday... so depa tak prepare pape pon.. it's okay... you being in the party is all that matters... Goodies bag pon habis banyak out of 50+ bags... tinggal 19 jer untuk kawan2 adam kat nursery... tak de la sambut ngat kat nursery... kami bagi sebiji kek n goodies bags je.... tatau la teacher dia sambut cane :)

Penat!

Keh keh keh

-Adam penat shopping-

The initial plan was to have Adam's Birthday Party on 30th Nov 2008... Tup tup on Tuesday 18th I've been told to participate in the career fair that will be held on... 29th and 30th!! Ceh.. Well there goes our plan....

Hubby and me later decided that 23/11 would be the most appropriate date to have the party..
Terpaksa la kami rush the preparation since kami mmg tak sediakan pape pon lagi!
So lepas keje kena la heret Adam ke shopping mall.. tu yang jadi event seperti gambo di atas tuh.. adam kepenatan giler! kami keluar nak beli barang2 tapi dissapoint betul laa that kat Penang (island) tak de pon satu kedai yang jual party goodies/costumes in one roof(tatau la kalau ada tapi me n hubby mmg betul2 dah cari dah!)! I mean one kedai yang jual segala peralatan untuk party.. kan senang..

At first I wanted a sponge bob theme..as Adam suke sponge bob... we did find sponge bob paper plates/cups and bought them.. tapi topi.. goodie bags... mainan... decorations etc tak de pon yang bertemakan sponge bob!!!! eiiii...geram!!!! Pegi balik kedai tuh n tukau tema Pooh..senang.. banyak gak kedai jual menda2 pooh nih kan... seb baik dia kasik tukau.... then carik costume.. tak jumpa lak costumes character dalam cite pooh... at last we settled for a bee costume.. ok lah tuh... dari takdekan... macam-macam hal!

SAD

I'm sad to announce that I'm not pregnant anymore... I had a miscarriage on 12 November 2008.. I won't elobrate on that coz it breaks my heart... still does...

After I lost "it"... i realize how i took "it" for granted..
I'm worried that I will gain weight..
I'm worried on how will I cope with two kids..
Worried on everything and left little thinking to the "little one"

Tell ya... It's not the physical pain that hurts the most.. but its the emotional pain...
it's almost unbearable... I would "lost myself" if not having the support from mr hubby, Adam and families...

Adam makes me strong and realize that I have him to call me mama...
and Mr hubby will do anything to cheer me up...
Thanks sayang....

Futhermore... I got Adam's birthday preparation to take my minds of the miscarriage...
:) ...... and that's how I slowly heal myself......