Long Overdue

Ermmm..... There are lots of things to update but not enough "rajin" factor in me to put the memories into words...



However there's one update that I could not resist to write in here.... I am NOW officially....

2 months pregnant... You can refer to the ticker above... hehe.. NO.. we did not expect to have another one sooo soon but we welcome the news with open hands and heart... All that we want is for the baby to be healthy....



Actually, I found out during Ramadhan... After a bet with a friend of mine... She was worried sick as her period did not "flows" as usual... I often scolded her for worrying too much.. My period did not come also.. but I stay calm as I don't have regular periods anyway.... heh.. so we bought a pregnancy test kit at the factory clinic... She did the test first and it was -ve... you can see the "lega"-ness in her face.. Then it was my turn... With all the confidence in the world that I AM NOT pregnant.. I did the test and to my surprise there were two lines.... I called Ashraf immediately and again to my surprise he was so calmed and happy to hear the news... not that I'm not happy... I'm just.... clueless....

Anyhow... keep the story short.. now here I am... feeling awful and nausea.... hormone gone wild I guess.. Ashraf keep insisting that it was all in my head.. It is a mystery to him that I suddenly got this morning sickness and be sensitive with smells and all sort of things.. only and only if I knew I'm pregnant... If I did not do the test... and are not aware that I'm pregnant.. I'm... "normal"... happily jumping around... makan apa saja... lalala... ermmmm why ah? Oh.. if you are thinking the same idea as Ashraf... NOOOOO..you are WRONG!!! I'm not making this up!!! I do suffer from the changing hormones... But this time.. I think I'm stronger.. For the sake of Adam....

And Ashraf as always.. being so kind to me... juggling with work and taking care of Adam... Emm.. pity him... Not only Adam... He has to take care of me as well.... emmm.... Don't know what to do if he's not around..... Appreciated it sooooo much Sayang!!!

ok lah..... sat gi emo lak... p/s: Ashraf is currently on his way to KL for training... sob sob... I will have to be "independent" for two days!!!