I'm sad to announce that I'm not pregnant anymore... I had a miscarriage on 12 November 2008.. I won't elobrate on that coz it breaks my heart... still does...
After I lost "it"... i realize how i took "it" for granted..
I'm worried that I will gain weight..
I'm worried on how will I cope with two kids..
Worried on everything and left little thinking to the "little one"
Tell ya... It's not the physical pain that hurts the most.. but its the emotional pain...
it's almost unbearable... I would "lost myself" if not having the support from mr hubby, Adam and families...
Adam makes me strong and realize that I have him to call me mama...
and Mr hubby will do anything to cheer me up...
Thanks sayang....
Futhermore... I got Adam's birthday preparation to take my minds of the miscarriage...
:) ...... and that's how I slowly heal myself......
2 comments:
Everything happens for a reason na.. takpelaa, move forward je, only time will heal things now...
on another note, happy first birthday to Adam today! Nak present??? Igt nak share ng auntie aa kat toysrus smlm, tapi last min kene pegi Merdeka Award.. nx balik kl kite beli sesama laa... update how the party went ok?
Thanks Kak Ida! I'm doing muuuch better now... Beli present.. Na Wokeyyyy jerr... :)
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